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Perfect World

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1.
Villain Arc 02:32
Dear God, Don’t forgive me My sin Is I can’t apologize And from The beginning I’ve been The only one I empathize You say That I’m just being dramatic Again But I feel Like I lost myself I’m scared Of the person I’m becoming Again But at least I’ve got my health I don’t lie but I can’t be real Guess I’m born like that Born like that I don’t know how a love should feel Guess I’m born like that Born like that Everyone’s Life’s a movie In mine I’m the villain Guess what Your ego’s boring This is my Self love anthem I wanna know if my heart can heal Guess I’m born like that Born like that I wanna know if I’m bad or evil Guess I’m born like that Born like that
2.
If I could concede: Looking back, never thought that I would miss the throng or the stampede. I spent my life Avoiding crowds And everyone making them And everyone who opened their heart to me. I’ve built a wall It’s a marvel of science But it’s too tall. If I could explain: Never thought that I’d miss Getting trampled and left in the rain. Been left alone for far too long. I’m falling for pranks again. I’m falling down a trap door that I installed. I traded my car for a day pass to paradise But it’s too far. If I could describe How I felt that year, Oh the words would just seem so contrived. If memory is all we know Between fate and happenstance Look back and turn into a pillar of salt. I pegged myself for a victim of circumstance But it’s my fault. Oh God, just give me more time. And I’ll waste it all again.
3.
Wrong 02:22
Baked into a wedding cake again Starting to feel like home But if memory serves there’s a knife coming down Turning my smile to a frown Broke into a candy shop again I couldn’t even tell you why But if history serves as a cautionary tale Wait at DeKalb staring at the third rail It’s best just to wait for the fire sale And it’s all wrong And it’s all wrong Cut up like a spiral ham again I didn’t even feel a thing But if memories hurt there’s a pill for the pain Throw out the shirt just to get out the stain Guess I just like to complain And it’s all wrong And it’s all wrong Like a bad song Oh it’s all wrong Baked into a wedding cake again
4.
Age of... 02:39
5.
Real 02:48
Let the chill of summer melt you like an ice cube in some water. Hundred degrees and a heart thirty below. Everyone thinks they're born with all the answers. Older I get and the less I seem to know What's "Real" Is it the life that I have or the one I'm waiting for? "Real" Is it a pocket full of cash or a gift card worth more? "Real" Is it the job that I love or the one that pays the rent? "Real" If only I could win back the money I spent. Overworked, under paid. Everyone thinks they're built to have it made. Everyone thinks they're owed a map when they're lost. Always check the price but forgot to check the cost. For "Real" Is it the life that I have or the one I'm waiting for? "Real" Is it a pocket full of cash or a gift card worth more? "Real" Is it the friends I can trust or the ones that cut the check? "Real" If only I could buy back my self respect.

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All songs written, produced, arranged and performed by Nathan Castiel

Nathan Castiel • vocals, guitars, bass, synths, samples, programming
Laena Myers-Ionita • violin, viola
Emily Elkin • cello
Griffin Kisner • drums
Brijean Murphy • percussion

Mixed by Jeremy McLennan
Mastered by Mark Chalecki
Cover Art by Nathan Castiel & Justin McWilliams

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releases October 23, 2024

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